Never Ending Story. ™

Hey.

2010-12-06T19:58:00.001+08:00

Never knew that someone might me actually walking past my old blog.
Anyway,
Here's a link to my new blog.
Not that I can say knew,
it's been some time anyway..

www.unique-eternite.blogspot.com

The reason I decided to make a new blog..
Well, that's because this blog contains memories that
I don't want to think of anymore during the time I broke up with someone..

It's ok now,
and I think if anyone wants to know more about me lately,
you have to go to my new blog.

I've been updating frequently!

heehee! =D

xoxo

2009-10-29T14:44:00.002+08:00

I've Limited Access to my blog;

unique-eternite.

I've already allowed some of them...

If I left u out~

pls inform me!

Not everyone is allow to .. xp

Under some circumstances...xoxo

finaly!! hooray~

2009-08-29T13:36:00.001+08:00

finally finish this new skin...
nothing much really.
.simple & plain~
I wanted to use the HTML skins but,
u know~tooo lazy to do it la...
that needs a lot of time so...
since dad is nagging about me not goin downstairs...
i'll do it next time~
which I really dont know when...xp

Oh ya~==
i've accidently deleted the links..
wt..nid to relink again!!

If u see this! pls relink me ya~
www.unique-eternite.blogspot.com

senq~~^^

×那就这样吧×

2009-08-29T09:21:00.002+08:00

上youtube search潘裕文时,发现这个！！！

×那就这样吧× 不错哦~

I'll always remember it..!

2009-08-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

somehow
...
...

I somehow miss u.. My mind already let it go.. But a tiny part in my heart,havent..Seeing u.. I could forget everything... But I dont want to. Im not falling for the same person that doesnt give a damn to me! I found myself searching for you,everytime I passby Kuchai.. They say,first love always felt happy & sad at the same time.. Thats why its one to be remembered.

I miss telling u to stop smoking. I miss telling u to sleep early,dont always stay up late till morning. I remembered what you've once told me. " I stay up late till morning because. I like the silents of midnight in the street. I like the feeling of morning, the sun rises. The feeling of the fresh air. It feels nice. And the fact that, when you want me to wake up in the early morning just to see those things. Well,I cant ! hahaha~ "

I'll always remember it.

boring boring~

2009-08-28T19:42:00.004+08:00

computer is down..!
No online!
No msn!
No outing~
No nothing!

Kinda miss school yet not!

Nic(nicole) came overnight on Sunday after the dinner...
Went back home on Monday~
before that,daddy brought us to Swensen for lunch..
when he meets uncle Simon in SS2~

Tuesday~
I went out wif the gurls~
have lunch & walk here walk there in Kuchai..
Really not much to do ther except for makan..==
before the lunch,
went to midv for movies..
alone...nobody wants to accompany me..
how bad!

After that day...
Well..I spent most of the time at home..
doin nothin...

Cant go anywhere...
stupiid H1N1!
Ruin my chance to go play><

me`lately..!

2009-08-22T11:47:00.002+08:00

Went to the Sivik Lawatan on Wednesday~
OKOK la...
but kinda boring lo..
then we ended up playin & took photos...
Stupiid & funny photos...x)

Will upload them soon~~

Well..
that jerk was so piss off~
suddenly..
I didnt even do anything..
just that baby came to me,
she said dont go near me..
but baby didnt listen to her..
then she got mad!
lolx~
But poor baby got push on the floor by her!
then baby cried!Daddy scold her,Why la?!
What kind of mother would push her own baby onto the floor?!!

Anyway~
I was so happy that time!
seeing her like that~
but poor baby....!
weeee~^^

WTF?!!

2009-08-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

STEPMOTHERS arent gud!!

these MOTHER FUCKERS sucks!
Especially those from China!
& one call LIJIA!
!Bitch of the history i've ever met!
If u ever see her~
dont think that shes all goodie goodie!
Shes a dmn fucking bitch!

I was sick 2day~
didnt went to skul..
but SOMETHING more interesting happened 2day~

That mother fucker!
son of a bitch threw a glass bowl towards my leg!!?!
bitchy right?!

lolx~

hmm~wad happened really?!
I was trying to help this poor OLD fatass teach her son!
fatass said,he doesnt understand!
then i said he DOES!
then~she got all fucking crazy & slam the bowl towards my leg!
then talk with her big fucking eyes like there gonna pop out!
PITY her son so dmn much~
to have this prostitute mother!

Well Fuck this!
im not gonna make this end so easy!
Since she wants to make this big~
i'll play wif her!

That asshole was dmn lucky that my leg wasnt bleeding,
If yes!I'll make her pay a lot harder then wad she did to me!

Lets see whos side is my grandpa on~
hmm~let me guess!
Me,Of course!

Pity the son~Worse of all pity this asshole's mother~
to have a dog like this,
is better then dont right?!

In the mean time~
looking for ways to piss her off!
Any Ideas?

well~the war started~
& it hasnt end yet~!!
more to come!
wait for tonight ya~

maybe shifting to my mums~

loveesss~
toodless~

梦·幻

2009-08-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

你说我发呆的时候最迷人。我以含蓄回答你，你好傻。
如果日子天天都在打打闹闹中度过，那该多好。
我希望晨曦不要太早降临，虽然我喜欢艳阳天。
恋爱总有些零零碎碎值得回味的浪漫甜蜜。
当时的依偎仍历历在目。
若问我，甜吗？
酸。
想念你会鼻酸。
想起你说我三八会鼻酸。
念起我们的通关密语酸上加酸。
我的思路是如此婉蜓，但这点芝麻绿豆足以让我啃一辈子，重覆品尝又品尝。
那是的算，那时的话，随着屋前那株风信子的凋零忘了。
谢幕了。
爱一个人如果连最基本的知觉都失去，麻木了神经麻木了思维，又有什么好酝酿的？

曾经有着这样的一个绮梦：你牵起我的手，承诺我的一辈子。
我俏皮地甩开，迅速地让你跑在后头。
那是的我蓄长发，风吹的凉快让头发不安分地离开原本的岗位。
你轻声呼唤着我，说你爱我。
而我，听不见。
假装的。
然，绮梦至今还未破灭。
不同的是，现实是你把我的手甩开。
是我跑在后头.
是我说，爱你。
而你，听不见。

想念你会鼻酸。

Happi Happi! =)

2009-08-18T17:55:00.003+08:00

I got over it...
faster then I thought I would..

Without u,
my life still has to go on.

So why not get over it 2day?
why not right now?

after talking to someone..
If realize I've let got of it.

Like the worries are gone,
& I felt so..so...
Happy & free!!

I'll always remember the memories u gave me!

我没有想象中的喜欢你.

This proves that,
Us.
we're only meant to stay at friends!
Other then that?
more then friends,isnt our thing~!

Crap talk !

2009-08-17T16:59:00.004+08:00

One day~On street...

Unknown: ehh miss..miss..

Girl: huh?ya?

Unknown: U look like the who eh..

Girl: Aiya~I know la..I know la...Doraemon ma..==

Unknown: Huh?Doraemon..?
Im talking about the *beep~* ar..neh~the singer leh..

Girl: What the..I look like *beep~*?! So pretty wor...
Ur eyes got problem or brain ah?Need number?!

Unknown: ... ... ==

· THe EnD； =）

Dont Get me wrong~
this is just me entertaining myself~
when Im boring...

I know Its Stupiid!
who doesnt?!!

heart...

2009-08-16T13:08:00.002+08:00

今夜的我，

睡不着，

鼻子无法呼吸,

口挣扎空气,

心好痛...

when can I really laugh??

2009-08-14T19:56:00.005+08:00

爱一个人..
却要是自己说分手..

好听,是我开口..
但是最心痛的却是自己...

I just couldnt believe..
I've made this decision last night..
I dont want this to end like this..
but,3 weeks..
I've gave my patient..
U never replied..
not a word from u..
I guess u agree..
right...?

Im alone..
I dont feel like eating..
I dont feel like sleeping..
I dont feel like everything..

To know that we no longer have anything..
Its pain..
eyes filled with tears..
just by thinking of it..
the moments..

I'll get over it..
but I just dont know when..

When can I really laugh??

以后没有人再烦你戒烟... 很好吧...

Workshop~UPDATED~

2009-08-12T20:06:00.000+08:00

my mum is organizing a workshop..
for Girls only..

its something like umm...
they teach u,
fashion,make up,communications with parents.. && etcs~~

im not really sure about the actual information but..
i'll update when I know..

mums are encourage to come too...
If ur mum is coming with you..
RM50(+ur mum & u)
other than that..

RM30 per person..
RM50 for mother & daughter
Date~Saturday, September 19, 2009
time~9:00am - 1:00pm
place~PJ LIve Arts Jaya One
Street~2A-3, Block K, Jaya One, Section 13, No.72A, Jalan Universiti,
Limited to 30 person..

Mother is most encourage to join in the workshop with your daughter, by leveraging on the workshop, this will create a better bonding and bridging the gap with your daughter.

The workshop is limited to maximum of 50 participants. To secure your seat, please register by email your Name, I.C no., Contact number and email address.

Fresh Kon is sponsoring...
U'll be able to get a free Contact Lens that day..
All participants are also entitled to receive door gift worth more than RM50.

P/s - Topics may vary, changes of program will be updated by email.

contact me if your interested...
016-9797329/0133301491
others,u could find me in school la~^^

lately~i've been doing....

2009-08-12T19:48:00.004+08:00

Been bz lately..
well,not that bz la, but I felt bz..==

crap~XD

Dont wanna think so much lately..
Im tired of waiting..

watching Heroes!!
dmn nice~xp

EA class...
aiks~

talk crap wif d 2 sorpo~
that join me n shikyee lately..

phone still got credit,
but expire ad...wth~==

jiejie cookin lamb chop..now..
but only one piece..><

Leona Lewis~
`Run & Yesterday!!nice!XD

Goin cycling afterwards..
alone..><

Waiting for MayDay to come~
world tour!!DNA!

workshop postponed to SEP 19~
inviting peoples to join...but not that "laku"..><

To love someone
that doesnt give a damn
But Im willingly to do so..
i'll wait...

如果不能勇敢，如果不去嘗試，那個人，就不是我。

...?

2009-08-09T10:55:00.000+08:00

watch~

2009-08-06T16:37:00.004+08:00

looking for watches online~^^

daddy said he'll buy me one~

any ideas??

soooo many cute& pretty de><

going wif white~
pure white very niceeesss~

weee~~

found this...just now..

but just for admiring...lolx~dmn exp..>< RM1000+ or 2000++

heart..

2009-08-04T17:29:00.002+08:00

有說不盡離開的理由

用傷痛來慢慢釋放你給的自由

聲音不會再出聲

背影不會再出現

雙手不會再溫暖

雙腳不會再奔波

肩膀不會再停靠

Taken from:

http://blog.qooza.hk/ah_HEiv

I stopped counting..

2009-08-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

How long has it been..?

I stopped counting...

Till 8th of August..
after that day，
I really dont know what to do..

Lets let fate decide..
whether we should keep on walking ,
together..

Im not that strong...

从等待到想念到后来的无言 ..

2009-08-04T17:04:00.002+08:00

最近我们沉默了好一阵子...

我们沉默了多久?

我已经没在算了..

我选择不把忧愁那一面表现出来..

要他们为我担心..

真的很不应该..

感觉好久都没把自己,关在自己的世界里了..

听歌是唯一的方法..

在有人的时候是开心的..

但一个人的时候..又有谁知道??

我从等待到想念到后来的无言 ..

刚开始的五天,

我有何尝没试过..?

所以我都没什么..

但是后来..

寄出去的message，就如一个人自言自语..

我知道,

我想太多,多愁善感..

这些我都知道..

那天有人问你,

你怎么没找我..?

你答,

分手了..

我知道是开玩笑..

但是在这个时候..

我很认真..

也许我不该把你看得太重...

想太多的反而是自己...

dont piss me off !

2009-08-03T12:18:00.003+08:00

What do u want me to admit?!!

Im sick and ur telling me to admit

"I just dont wanna go to school" ?!!

What the fcuk is that?!!

Do u think I dont wanna go?!

bro said his sick and everyone knows his not,

but ur not even doubting him!!

Dont piss me off at a time like this!

Shut Up!

BBQ last night~

2009-08-02T11:34:00.004+08:00

ytd night..was quite ok la..
BBQ wif dad's fren aka neighbor..
we wasnt familiar wif them actually..

u see..
every year we'll have the
something lyk traditional gathering,
during CNY at uncle Poon's house..
play poker,gambling,chat~
but some how..uncle kelvin nvr came..
mostly every year we wont see them there..
weird..

i just remembered that,
we went to Port Dickson with them when we were still small kids,
during the holidays..i think..
it was fun..
playing 2gether..
I think that was the only trip we went on..
after that..none!!

ahh~back to last night..
dad fetched me back from tuition..
when we were back,they already prepare most of the things..
waiting for dad to umm...start the fire,I think!
u know~make the charcoal n all that..a mans' job..lolx~

then we started cooking~~~~~
some of them look after Rayne..
some look after the food..
some talked..
some played~

funny thing..
jiejie told me to push rayne in the "trolley",
so I did~
I pushed him around..chasing some of them..
then reg volunteer to let me push her,while she sits on it..
haha~push her here n there..
trying to "飘移" in the middle of the road~~
after that I push her forward n run!!
leaving her alone~~!!
weeee~~~

that was it...
not really that fun la~
if Jon they all,moved beside us more fun!!
too bad~

If only...

2009-07-31T23:53:00.003+08:00

its been a week..
speechless..
need to take a rest..

a lot of things are in my mind..
I know i've think too much..

Im really tired..

miss u a lot...
& i mean it..

If only...

♥ how i wish I could see u right now..this moment..

my day...

2009-07-29T18:59:00.007+08:00

Hey loveeesss ♥ x)

ahhhh~~
eco teac so fast mark finish the papers..
==~
she talked a lot of crap then only
hand out the papers...
said this was the EASIEST!!!
I swear I studied this time..
for eco & some others!!>< size="5">terbalik ad...
then i got the calculations wrong..
omg..
i was shock when she said the calculations wrong..
waikeat said i've lost 20++ marks,
ahhhh~~

how to explain to mum now?!!
just hav to tell her I've studied...
still got account..
this...
hmm...
maybe fail oso gua...
aiya~u know la..
basic oso dont noe..==

anyway...
boring me..
didnt hav things 2 do ytd..
so.....i played wif the nail polish..><
but dmn ugly..
lolx~my right hand did well..
but my left hand very the cacat!!hahax~XD

hmm....dont ever try to do this..
when the cotton's finish
& its weekdays..got skul n all that..
u have to rub it all off..==
i took the time rubbing it off..
ended up went to bed at 11 something..
aiks~
panda came I drew my eyes like hers too...
crap...x)

well~
Carmen didnt came 2day..
so~jhiyen was...alone~
then me n shikyee accompany her~
she join us 4 recess too..!
lolx~she doesnt understand what were we laughing..
cuz peiC took her n karman to compare..xp
although very bad la!!
but it was really funny..!!lolx~
laugh until stomachache ad..haha~~

after 00.00am 2day..
its been 5 days..
we nvr talked,no sms,no phone calls..
every midnight..
I would be hoping that I could hear the sms ringtone..
its always u at night..
trying to break the record??
last time was 5..
I wonder how many days this time will be..

thats it...
my day~~

someone asked,
do u ever think that u guys would break up??
I answered,
ya...
I know that we wouldnt end up long...

Byeessss!! ♡~~

how I wished that I could see u right now..
this moment...
I need someones comfort..

craps~

2009-07-28T21:33:00.004+08:00

someone said im quiet...
just now..
omg..
me?quiet??
==

well...
exam was okok 2day..
except for account..
i have no idea what the hell I was doing..

hmm..
guess who I saw when I went home??
on the way home la..
inside my area..
...
Ker Chi..(if,i didnt spell wrong)
yap..
cant believe she really moved here..

then this stupiid conversation was started..
care not to read n skip~
if u dont like crap..

then I was like saying.."woah~ker chi oh.."
my dad said..from ur skul?
I replied,EX..
then my bro add in.."in my skul.."
wth...
saujana..
then dad.."how they get home oh?skul bus?"
bro.."taxi la~usually taxi wad.."
dad again.."ask them nid me fetch anot??haha"
i said.."who wans u to fetch..=="
dad.."u noe ar..sit taxi how much $ anot..very exp leh~"
"......ah....leh...the...$......hard....lo....haiz.....u guys.."
（u dont wanna noe wad he said.,)
then all of us were ignoring him..wif his TALK!!
hahaxx~~

I heard they were moving..
but I thought I got it wrong..
...
by the way..
yeewaikeat said synkarl's living in Paragon too..
omg..wtf...
im goin cycling at night..
dont really wish to see him..there..lolx~
not sure bout the him..
but waikeat lives below me..
dont the hill..
the houses ther is dmn nice..><

Oh ya..
daddys preparing for the new shop lately..
aiks~nid to type something for him..><
aiyorr~stupiid bro didnt remind me just now..
btw~the shop his MAYBE sharing wif..sells 麻辣板面"ban min"..
dmn nice man!!!yum yum~~
KL n Sunway also got..

ah~enuf of that..
crap...lolx~
2moro chinese exam~final..
gotta go sleep~=)

....

2009-07-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

这已经不是第一次了...

所以都习惯了...

每天,每晚..

都在等..

就希望半夜会听到sms的ringtone..

edited pictures~!

2009-07-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

...

2009-07-25T12:13:00.000+08:00

Before 08.36 morning,
I was hoping this day would come faster..
But after that..
I hoped this day would ended faster..

I dont know what ur reason is..
and i dont wanna know right now..

Im tired,
let me take a rest..
I'll be Ok..

FCUK OFF!!!

2009-07-22T14:16:00.004+08:00

我错!! 我讲什么都错!!
你讲的都对!!全部都对！！！

ur always right n im wrong!!
ur fcuking reasons,
Giving me all the bullshit crap everytime!!
well,
FCUK OFF!!!

冇同我讲D白痴借口!!

无言~

2009-07-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

唔知道他哪来的"突然",
觉得自己错了...==
还半夜call honey帮拖...
哼~都知道honey冇将好死的啦~
早上无端端send“morning”来哦..!哈哈
><
真不知道应该讲他笨还是可爱..
同我讲的野,
完全“九唔搭八”!!
算啦~
再有下次,休想我会就这样罢休了!!
呵呵~
看他算有诚意的份上...
就将原谅了他...

***end of that***

here's some pictures I took~
when im dmn bored...==

Hi-tea wif mum~

yum yum~~

necklace~

...

M&M~~<3

mini whiteboard~

homework!!

freedom??

MJ~!!"

last but not least...
breakfast wif da family~
mama&baby~

Hello Kitty ♥

2009-07-17T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hello Kitty Bag~

White

Pink~

Black~

Hello Kitty Ceramic Watch!!

owh~~~so cute!!!x)
especially the white one!!
awww~d bag so cute~><
prettyyy~
plox~

Sweet Sixteen??

2009-07-15T22:16:00.003+08:00

my sweet sixteen...
didnt really went out as i thought it would..
but it was great!!

went "cheong k"with peic,karman n xiaohui,
at ts after skul~
thx for the photo album!!**SY,PeiC,Karman,cheryl**
love it!!><
although the pics r all so funny n being "tou pai" geh!!

after ts~
mum fetched me home at the lrt station!!
so bought this so call jelly cake!
and and Chocolateeessss!!!
with pretty+cute pics on it!!x)
thx mummy!!

blew the so call cake at about 8 something..
wanted to wait for daddy to come back home..
but mum said baby rayne needs to go to bed afterwards..
so...we blew it without dad~
took some pics!
will upload it soon...

well.end of that...
hmm..this is the 1st time...
im happy n at the same time sad on bdae..
everywhere,everything I do reminds me of you...
that moment..
it hurts so bad..
when someone u care about..
forgets ur bdae..
and u have no idea where the hell he is...

forget it...

2009-07-15T22:04:00.003+08:00

u never reply..
cant even find u..
2 more hours n its been 3 days..

what the fcuk happened to us??
complete silence...

u could have not find me for
1day,2days or even 3days...
i could have listen to your reason,
and dont take it as a thing...
but not today...
not on 15 July..

u could even already forget,
what day is today...
if Im not mad this time..
then,
im no longer me anymore..

just a simple wish I wanted from someone I care about..
didnt even show up or call..

how do u think that makes me feel??
Am I not so important??

forget it...

ohh~memories...^^

2009-07-13T21:33:00.004+08:00

The memories that made me smile
every time thinking about it...
it's still kept in my box full of presents..
i never threw it away..
even though its already old and dirty and,
the fact that it stopped working..
we didnt end cuz we never started the first place..
being able to have that same feeling towards each other the same time...
was a wonderful thing that happened to me..
now its a memory i'll think of,
when ever I open that box and remind me of u...

hoping that we'll be like the old times...
talking..

baby Rayne!♥

2009-07-11T12:04:00.012+08:00

baby Rayne's back!!

still so cute~

the moment we first saw him...in the morning..

reg n i were shocked...

we stun for a while n "ahhh"~~

plox~grew taller..face chng a little bit..

but still sooo notti!!
argh~

hmm~jiejie took baby go "photo shooting"~

so "song"><

hmm...things went out well again...

usual stuff..

goin to tuition afterwards AGAIN~~><

luckily things went out just great with d tuition peeps~^^

yiks~sat oso cannot rest!!

apa la ni~

soooo~

let the pic's do da talking lu~
(taken during photo shooting de)
thers still more photos on my facebook!!visit it if u wanna see more!!

his got talent!!plox~

x)cute!!

♥ Baby Rayne!!
Oh sooo cute!^^

2009-07-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

Suddenly obsessed with a lot of things..><

whats happening to me?!!

btw..

MJ`Black or White & Men in the Mirror..

ROCKS!!! x) plox~

things been goin on n out~

some problems..

i've think tooo much again..

izzit just me?or its really u...??

dont wanna think tooo much now..

Dreamer!

` Im ME !!
✖ gonna change for NO one!!

Stay Real~Hello Kitty!!

2009-07-09T22:14:00.003+08:00

OMG

OMG

OMG!!!

Stay Real~~Hello Kitty!!!

soooo soooo cute!!!

★炫紫

★酷桃紅

http://blog.istayreal.com/blogsub.asp?id=57

♥ Ċøffєе

2009-07-09T19:14:00.003+08:00

coffee art~~weee~~

i think,
i kinda start to like coffee lately~~
plox~x)

hmm..me..
coffee...
imagine that...><

♥ Ċøffєе

Doraemon ♥

2009-07-08T20:59:00.004+08:00

Doraemon ♥

influenced by them...
i think,
im kinda into Doraemon now!!x)
weeee~~

62Days~

2009-07-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

you've walked with me,
for 62Days~

to others maybe its just "2 months"
a very short time...
but i appreciate the days with you..

they were happiness...
and of course sadness..
u made think a lot..
u made me miss u..

i havent fell deeply in love with you..
but i fell for you..
thats what made me happier everyday..

some boys dont really care about these stuff..
unless its already a year..
i not sure about u..
but hope u'll remember what day is 2day..
cuz i will too~

the worst thing is...stupiid phone restarted!!
i lost the message...><
but i remember it in my heart..

i'll always remember that super early morning,
that long long message u sent after we've chatted,
that kept me awake~
thinking about u..

♥

the hard times i'll be going through..
hope u'll be beside me when it happens..

hehex~^^

2009-07-07T19:48:00.005+08:00

yoYoyo~

CAUTION!
pls be noted that:
my baby Rayne is coming back!!
on Fri!
anyone who cant resist his cuteness,
pls be aware~
hehex~hoooraayyy~~
hoping to see him~~x)x)

hmm..did i mention?
shik yee didnt went to skul ytd..
i was dmn bored..==
nobody to "废" wif me..><
& & &
i went piercing on Sun at sg.wang tooo~
ahh~it nothing la~just a normal spot..
but!!
after we went home..
i ate..eggs,prawns..n even peanut..
i cant eat it..NO??
i have no idea..
but it still hurts now..TT ouchh..

so,everything was fine these days...
mummy knew that im having exam..yiks~
so said this to to wif a serious face
"better do well this time.."
==i was like.."ok" answering her wif a serious face too..
plox~

i just dont understand...
if i said "when ur free/finish only find me la.."
== i dont really meant it wad!!
i know..ur phone credit habis ad..
but...aiks~
wanna listen to ur voice geh ma..><
go watch movie oso didnt ajak me..
apa la ni~

u quit ur job...for no reason..
lazy...
dont even know wad ur gonna do next..
y not come back to skul n study??

read some of my previous post..
dmn 感动..x)
*Caution* *自恋`inG* *Caution*
"2 min ltr...."
ok..where was i?
oh ya~read some of d previous post..
cant even belive i myself wrote it..><
omg~
i told reg..but she was speechless n gave me a look like
"==wad the...i dont even care.."
that look...>< u can imagine it right now..plox~

btw~desperate to watch MJ live,
at midnite 1-4am argh!!!
they say maybe they will be a what "projector" thingy~
i have no idea..
but too bad!!daddy cut the chnl "E!" even "CNN"!!
TTcant watch it then...argh!!

ahhh~better get some rest...
stomach hurts..a lot..><

♋

A wounded heart,
would never be prefect as it was...

ts~

2009-07-06T18:55:00.003+08:00

went to TS yesterday...
with honey,reg n also wai weng..
we were supposed to go meet xiao hui!!
she's back from Aus!!><
but too bad..honey told me that xiao hui's not free 2day~
during the last minute..==
but...we still went la~ need to buy some stuff...
so..went by lrt..reach at 12 something,i think..
meet up honey n we walked n walked n walked~~

honey was looking for clothes for her sis~
reg n i were just walking~
here n there~
cz was supposed to be ther too...
celebrating bdae wif his frens~
but he didnt came...==
luckily reg was there too..
if not..
honey went back n i'll be all ALONE!!!><

about 6~
took the lrt back~mummy was waiting for us at the station..
bro went to the cheer 09~~^^
ahh~it was a tired day..really!
my leg's so pain~

7 something received cz's message..
told me he didnt went to ts just now~sleeping all day long!!
he kept on apologizing..
told him i wasnt mad..
his still doing it..==
then we chatted for "a while " i think~
until i went inside the hse n the line got cut~==
no signal everytime...
reaching 8..if im not wrong..
then only he went to ts n meet up wif them..
if im his fren... i be sure bash him up..!!lolx~

woah~after dinner still cant go to sleep..
got hw to do...><
shouldnt go to ts...

hmm...if i said i wasnt mad then im really not mad..
about 2 midnight still message me apologize..
omg..

aiks~2day morning so dmn tired...!!

^^

2009-07-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

4 more Days~

&

we've walked together for 2 months~^^

its just two months..

but i appreciate it lots!!

love you~
miss you~

let me learn to fall on my own...

2009-07-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

Hey loveeesss ♥ x)

Just dont understand why...
everytime we've planed to go out..
it alwayds ended up messed up or chnged...
The plan was just great~
but then something came up the last minute,
and we'll have to change our plan....
this really sucks!!

Thought that this "thing" already ended...
but then mum suddenly talked about it at thurs..
It started like this...
she suddenly asked..
so..how ah??still together ah??
I said yes...
then she asked...whats so good about him??
I didnt even answer her..
to tell the truth..how could I explain to her??
Its a kind of feeling what...
aiks~she strongly disapprove..
omg~cant believe she's still thinking about this...
ahhh~im gonna go crazy!!><

that night~reg n i talked...
until 12 lyk that only we went to sleep..
wasnt tired before that...
we talked bout MJ,regs stuff n mine too...
we too agree that mum shouldnt care bout this too much..
i mean...let me learn to fall on my own..
if u keep holding me back..what am i gonna learn??
i know..doing whats best for us and protecting us,isnt wrong..
but sometimes...u gotta try let go..

so...on fri~he wasnt working..
we've planed to go midv~
"yum cha" n all that..
but then,mum's fetching reg n i back..
she doenst let me go tuition myself..
she fetched us home at 1.30 near school...
so..we've chng out plans..
go s.recipe "yum cha"...
we've only talked for like 1 hour...
omg~so dmn short..
its been a month we've nvr see each other..

although its just one hour..
appreciate it lots!!^^
hmm...u nvr chng much in this 1 month..
but!go to sleep earlier la~everytime通宵...==

Oh!ya~xiao hui's back from Aus!!^^
gonna see her this Sun at TS~~
weeeee~~
hmm...his going to celebrate his frens bdae that day too...
told me "见识下什么叫做歌神"...something like that..lolx..
maybe will meet up..
x)
aiks~2moro still got tuition..TT
tuition is good for me but...
dont really like it...
Oh well~
looking forward to this Sun luu~hehex^^

`Byeeesss ♥

This is my life..
one day I gotta learn to fall...

But What am I gonna learn on my own..
If u dont try to let me fall???

When we walk against the past ,ever realize time is fading away??

2009-07-01T20:11:00.002+08:00

Hey loveess~♥
(curently talking to myself~)

Things were going quite well these days..
Nothing really happened...
...
OK! im lying..==
something happened la~
Baby Rayne didnt came back last Sat..
how sad..TT
missed him sooo sooo much!!><
The flight was canceled cuz of the heavy rain in 重庆...
Daddy had to rebook the tickets,
+ need to take another amount of $$ for the tickets..
cuz air asia doesnt refund/rescheduled to this type of matter...

well~end of that...
school was ok...
took the report card last Sat too...
teac said i improved..n i dont hav problems in class..
so..daddy didnt say anything..
XD~weee~~
BUT!
teacher told daddy ther will be an exam in July~
arghhh~~~so bad...TT

things are quite ok ad wif him~
his gonna chg to part time this month...
so dont have to work all day~
weee~~~
its been some time we didnt have a looonnnggg chat d..
but now..
got time teman me luuu~~^^
lolx..

hmm...thers something about myself that i dont even like it..
i think tooo much..
its a really nature thing to me..
it goes on n off once in a while~
n i'll start to get moody n all that..><
i didnt wanted to...it happened itself..
hated it~><

Oh well~will update again...
soon...
...
that i dont even know when...

byeesss~~♥

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нёαvёп ιѕ пеvея тоø ƒая...

人们说的荒唐却是我的心中的天堂

放肆

2009-06-28T12:12:00.002+08:00

放肆

想太多又想太重的夢想還不如乾脆不多想

每一個險惡的浪都會有浪花綻放我決定邊衝邊欣賞

牛頓要我們都活在地上偏偏我就想要飛翔

要掙脫命運綑綁要推翻柏林圍牆要站上巨人的肩膀

夢想永遠是逆向一路都有人阻擋

人們說的荒唐卻是我的心中的天堂！

就放肆愛放肆追放肆去闖放肆的大鬧一場

不能原諒如果很多年後我還是這樣

就放肆愛放肆追放肆去闖放肆是我的信仰

再不去闖夢想永遠只會是一個夢想

哥倫布只要有一顆星光就膽敢橫越大西洋

我還有一把吉他我還有一群死黨為什麼還不大聲唱

達爾文假設生命是戰場就讓我基因不投降

把傷痕裝滿手掌把鼓聲裝滿心臟把歌聲裝滿肺活量

夢想永遠是逆光只有剪影的模樣

會有什麼細節什麼體驗？不要只猜想！

The King Of Pop,Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T11:18:00.001+08:00

The King Of Pop,Michael Jackson past away...
Rest in Peace~

We'll remember u 4eva~!

it was 2day...3am something..
sad...
why?
maybe becuz his part of my childhood..

♥ Desires!!!

2009-06-19T22:29:00.007+08:00

OhMyGod!!!

Pink colour cameras r so so so ADDICTIVE!!!!><

( Lomo limited edition Diana F+ Mr. Pink camera)
♥ this!!

(Casio EX-Z9PK Exilim Digital Camera)

my desire!!♥

Although its just 8MP...
but it just suits me lots!!(if u get what i mean..^^)
owhhh~~~saving $$ to get this!!><

(pink Polaroid digital camera.)
With 7-megapixels, a 2.5 LCD screen
In honor of National Breast Cancer Awareness Month~they were giving out this digital camera to one of the lucky person!!!OMG!!

Dreamer: Inspired by a True Story (2005)

2009-06-19T21:15:00.003+08:00

Dreamer.

Directed by:John Gatins
Release Date: 21 October 2005 (USA)

Kurt Russell as Ben Crane
Dakota Fanning as Cale Crane
Kris Kristofferson as Pop Crane
Elisabeth Shue as Lily Crane
David Morse as Palmer

Ben Crane believes that a severely injured racehorse deserves another chance. He and his daughter Cale adopt the horse (in fact is a mare)and save it of being sacrificed by the owner. The arrival of the mare to Crane's farm, will be the perfect opportunity for both father and daughter to reconstruct their lost familiar bond. "Soñador" (Dreamer in English), the renamed mare, despite its broken leg, maybe could have another chance to return to the racecourse, with the help of Cale, Ben, and his father, Pop. Written by Alejandro Frias

In Lexington, Kentucky, the horse barn of the family Crane has been empty for years, without any horses, due to the financial difficulties of the family. When the female horse Sonya, a.k.a. Sonador (Dreamer, in English) breaks one foreleg in a race, the owner Palmer decides to sacrifice the animal, but Ben Crane accepts the injured horse as part of three months salaries owed by Palmer. His daughter Cale becomes very connected with Sonya, and while the horse is rehabilitated, the wounds in the Crane family are also healed.

"You are a great champion.
When you ran, the ground shook,
the sky opened and mere mortals parted.
Part of the way to victory,
where you'll meet me in the winner's circle,
where I'll put a blanket of flowers on your back."

**Nice movie!!**

i believe u..

2009-06-17T10:57:00.006+08:00

昨天....你又放飞机了..

哎~难道..见个面也那么难吗?

这是第二次了...

我能体谅你..

毕竟,妈妈比较重要..

不是吗?

他们说,

你不重视我..

我笑着没回应..

但我信你不会..

对吗?

我的不安,

那么的沉重..

只有你不懂..

They said its just excuses ..

But I believe in everything u told me..

Pls dont lie to me ..
I know u wont ,
Right ?

HELP!!

2009-06-10T21:38:00.003+08:00

Any1 can help me wif my blogskin???
i found 1 that i like sooo sooo much!!
but dunno y~when i copy it to my blog...
something happened!!that whole thing ran to the left side!!
need someone to help me~TT
cant find others that suit me...><

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=253177&action=Preview

thats the link to the blogskin that im talking bout...><

Tagged by Joana = )

2009-06-07T17:51:00.007+08:00

done this post last week~but no time to edit it..Xp

1 . What have you been doing recently?
♥ watching dvd`s~
2 . Do you ever turn your handphone off?
♥ battery habiss??
3 . What happened at 10am today?
♥ calling someone to wake up for work..==
4 . When did you last cry?
♥ dont remember d...><
5 . Believe in Fate/Destiny?
♥ Yap~
6 . What do you want in life now?
♥ being with u..
7 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
♥ not sure..really..
8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
♥ sleeping of course!or maybe listening to musics~
9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
♥ Shorts??
10 . What are the nicest things in your inbox?
♥ meaningful emails~from mummy gua..
11 . Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
♥ Who wants to??:)
12 . Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
♥ Nope~
13 . What was the last movie you caught?
♥ Monster vs Aliens!!
14 . What are you proud of ?
♥ being myself
15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it fr0m?
♥...its kinda long..in chinese...but definitely from someone special..^^
16 . What was the last song you sang out loud?
♥ 17岁的女生"最后一次"!!!dmn nice!!
17 . Do you have any nicknames?
♥ Mostly “LuLu”,"肥N"...==
18 . What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
♥" Arlo~doin wad ya?? " from shik yee~^^
19 . What time did you go to sleep last night?
♥almost 2~in the morning...><
20 . Are you currently happy?
♥ Hell yes!!
21 . Who gives you the best advice?
♥ mummy,of course!!
22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
♥ of course NO!!i dont really like whip cream..><
23 . Who do you talked to on phone last night?
♥ 奇~
24 . Is something bugging you right now?
♥ hmm...ya...wad to eat for dinner...??
25 . Who is the last person to make you laugh?
♥ bro,jon,daryl??stupiid funny frens..xp
26.Do you like yourself?
♥ sometimes yes..sometimes...still yes...hahax~
27.You want $5 or $10?
♥ want it for wad??!==
28.Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
♥ sometimes...??everytime la..><
29.Who is your best best best friend?
♥ those 4 sorpo count??
30.What will you do if you like that boy?
♥ Tell him...!!
31.Who are your favourite stars?
♥ MayDay!!Khalil~
32.You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
♥ did i??I dont even noe...
33.Do you had even stead before?
♥ Whats that??!!
34.What type of boy do you like?
♥ someone that loves me...no?
35.Now are you single/attached?
♥ Taken~xp

Pass this tag to 10 people !
1. Peisee
2.Justine
3. Cheryl(xiao hui)
4.Regine
5.Cher Cher
6.Hui Qing
7. Kei
8. Joana
9.Fiona
10. YT

1. Would you date number 5?
♥ ....IF shes a boy...^^
2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
♥ WTF...
3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
♥ aiyo~play oni ma...right??xp
4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
♥ we share the same room...==
5. Number 1 is acting weird.
♥ wth happened??
6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut
♥ Go ahead!!lolx~jkjk
7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert
♥ definitely will go...
8. Number 10 takes you to a bar
♥ 叫坏我???Great!XD
9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world
♥ GoodBye!!i'll take the room!!!muahahaha....but which side of te world sin??
10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason
♥ Kill the cops??for no reason too~xp muahahaha~~
11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner
♥ Great~
12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus
♥ Bully her~muahahaha~~~
13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep
♥ ???we're not tat familar wor...
14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
♥ tackle her back...??huh...==
15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
♥ comfort her....then go find the boy together!!but impossible geh la~they wont..
16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly aflame.
♥ Can u cook??!!XD
17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala
♥ Weeee~~~~so nice then...take pic!!
18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box
♥ hmm....will u==??wth she just did??so nice to me??
19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
♥ Accept it lo~nice to ply wad...hehe
20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight
♥no!where got?!!!
21. Number 7 looks lonely!
♥ chat wiv her??
22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone
♥ ....*speechless*
23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you
♥ weee~~~so touched!
24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
♥ its already black...no???
25. Number 2 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where 2 went.
♥ huh??i dont understand...==
26. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying
♥ wad happen???comfort her n teman her of course!
27. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
♥ ahh~~~call the police!!or tackle them back myself..alone...XD

小熊high了~玩Bungee Jump哦??

2009-06-03T15:32:00.001+08:00

小熊這么high~玩Bungee Jump哦??

"天啊!!你以为你还小吗??!!"

"学别人Bungee Jump?!!"

.....

.....

.....

无聊~~=.=

其實是小熊太髒了!!!

想要幫他“洗白白”!!

所以婆婆把它沖水~~

可是當要曬的時候，

卻沒衣夾!!

所以唯有將它幫起來諾~~

*别误会!!它不是想要自杀!!xoxoxo*

**Note~>重PO的~~刚刚看会觉得还蛮好笑的...（自己觉得啦...==)**

things bout what we've talked...

2009-06-02T22:24:00.004+08:00

we talked that night...
i just cant lie in front of u..
its like u knew everything..
u said its ok at my age..
but just when u said,
if his not studying then i dont approve that..
tears came flowing when i heard that..
i asked why?
u said a lot of things...
i understand why u wouldnt approve..
but yet..tears kept coming out..
i just cant control it..

i remember so clearly that u asked..
'if korkor came home one day..
and tell us,i dont wanna study anymore..
what would u think?'
...
i said.."theres no future.."
u too asked..
why?why do u like him??
is it becuz his good at talking??
i said "i..dont know..."
to me...
maybe...
theres just something bout him...

u said a lot n a lot of things..
that are right...
u too asked..
u knew i wouldnt approve right?if his not studying..??
i said,yes..i knew..thats why i really dont know how to tell u...
u said u wanna see him...
i said...isnt is too early??
time is not a problem...u said..
if he'll see u..
then maybe u'll still think about it..

till then....i cant go ANYWHERE with ANYONE..
not until u see him..

omg~i wanna go out wif honey this thurs!!!!><

will think about what u said~

but no matter what..

i dont think im gonna change my mind for now...

Daddy's Poem

2009-06-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

Her hair was up in a ponytail
Her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was Daddy's Day at school,
And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
That she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
She knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
For her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,
Eager to tell them all.
About a dad she never sees
A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
For everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
Anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,
A student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
As seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
Every child turned to stare.
Each of them was searching,
For a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"
She heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard a daddy say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
Too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
As she smiled up at her Mom.
And looked back at her teacher,
Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak.
And out from the mouth of a child,
Came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
Because he lives so far away."
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy,
And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
He taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
And ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him,
I'm not standing here alone.

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
Even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
He'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
And lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
Her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love
Of a man not in her life.
Doing what was best for her,
Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
Staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
But its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
He's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
But heaven's just too far."

You see he was a fireman
And died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
And taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
"It's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
And saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
She witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside.
Perhaps for merely a second,
They saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
To the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
For each of their eyes had been closed.
But there on the desk beside her,
Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,
By the love of her shining bright star.
And given the gift of believing,
That heaven is never too far

They say it takes a minute to find a
special person, an hour to
appreciate them, a day to love them, but
then an entire life to forget them
Take the time...to live and love.

God bless the children who are their legacy..

i dont.....

2009-06-01T17:46:00.003+08:00

可不可以不要让我习惯,
身边有你??
可不可以不要让我习惯,
我的每一天有你??

那样,我每天都会想要见到你...

任性??

2009-05-30T14:31:00.002+08:00

just dont understand why,
wanna see u so much yesterday...
dont feel like eating dinner that time..
luckily reg so kind to make us a drink~^^

aiks~
miss that day with u..
the whole day,there`s peoples around us...
wanna be alone..
but also cant be`某仪气`geh 嘛...

虽然,只是一瞬间的事...
但那一整天,
让我印象最深的却是那段回家的路程...

不过回到家...
才发现....
....
我的脚真的很酸...!!!><
哎~也难怪的...
走了一整天耶!!

but going out with honey was worth it!!xp
哎~早知...
go back by taxi better la!!><
cuz traffic jam,den got more time together~~
hahahaha...
cant believe im that evil..= =omg~

wanna see u...

Honey~

2009-05-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

527~

lenglui honey`s Sweet Sixteen!!
Happy burfday baby~~!!

i really,

2009-05-24T19:27:00.000+08:00

too emotional today..
dont feel like talking to anyone,
feel like crying...
wanna be alone..

wanna do something for someone,
but cant..
why??

really need ur comfort right now...
really wanna hear ur voice..
really need u right now..

Really need ur comfort right now...

Where the f**k is my oven??

2009-05-24T19:20:00.001+08:00

stupiid *relative* come jor==
make me totally supa emotional 2day..

got a phone call from mummy saying that she left the keys..
need the spare 1 right now..
i suddenly got *said* just by receiving a phone call...
call daddy to fetch sis to take the keys for mummy..
then dunno what the hell happen..
i didnt even piss u off..n ur like so angry..
wtf man!
ask me y cant i go??
coz my fucking lens wont work..thats why!

thats not it yet..
making something for honey..
but can find my fucking oven..
who the hell throw/kept my oven?!!
dont even tell me its her!!
i'll sure fucking scold her if it is!!!

dmn angry right now!!
she'll sure suffer if i find out!!

then now how???
no fucking oven..
dmn microwave wont work..
==so piss off right now...

someone pls be kind n get me a fucking oven right now!??!!

517...

2009-05-18T14:34:00.002+08:00

went tuition yesterday...
for economy geh..
but it turn out to be account,
after the teacher teached economy for a while..
so...it started at 11..
suppose to end at 1..
but NO~
it became 3..

wow~cant believe i can actually study for so long..
I was planing to go midv for movie after the tuition.
but didnt..it ruined my plan==
after 3~
that's a secret..
bee,u might be reading this..
haha~not gonna tell u lo~
at 6/7 not sure what izzit~
someone fetched me back~

yesterday was not bad..
but suddenly ajak u come out on a day that ur resting~
haha~tired..

at night still 煲粥...
u made my laugh a lot..
u like to sing..
n like to listen to u sing..
but we were too tired..
didnt even cut the line and went to sleep==
see when u kena scold by ur dad la..
3 hours of phone call..XD

they came along in my life.

2009-05-18T14:02:00.005+08:00

Their were 4 man's best friend that came along in my life.

Theirs "blackie".faithful,friendly n playful~
Im not sure what kind of breed he is.
Because we had to shift.
He left my side when I was 6.

I got a puppy during my birthday.
We named him a lot of names~
"spot" and so on..
but at last he got "doggy".
cuz everyone started calling him that every since.
We fed milk to him~
seeing his teeth grow more n more day by day.
hugging him when his shivering during the rain.
He left my side before a few days we moved,2008.

Past few years,another best friend came along too.
She was grandpa fren's dog.
she was already old..queit but playful.
We didnt eventually name her,
cuz she got use to it by the name 旺財..
she actually answered grandpa when he called her that.

Thursday, May 25, 2006..
this day..Cent came along.
We bought him from dads friend..
Sis love him very much..and so are we..
Seeing him grow bigger n bigger,day by day.

They say,
When dogs wanna die..
They go out and do it..
I wonder where are u right now..
...
...
Cent.

I would never ever simply go n buy a pet since then.
taking care of them,
feeding them,
loving them,
giving them attention..
its a great responsible to do so..
and u would actually have that feeling,
that it would leave u someday.

baby~ when r u coming back??miss ya lots!!

2009-05-15T21:59:00.004+08:00

Do u think i ****`ing care bout how u feel??

Its been a month~
nobody come bug me..
feel kinda weird..
ur not here~daddy nobody teman..
when his resting,nobody makes him laugh..
when his resting,we all go out..
leaving him alone~
feel kinda sad for that..

Maybe i've got use to it..
u bugging me ALL the time..
but still love ya lots!!
hmm..wonder how heavy r u now...
how tall r u..
how u've changed..
Know how to say 姐姐 mei??
Pls call me that when ur back!
that annoying cry~
that notty face~
some how miss it~

Just dont lyk it,
when ur mum`s back too~
nagging me~
supa bugging me~
testing my 忍耐度..
n that annoying face+voice..
although it doesnt bother me that much but..
i still supa hate it!!

june is coming!
i'll be waiting..
baby~
no matter how i say ur annoying..
no matter how i say i dont like to look after u..
no matter how i say ur 麻煩..
remember this,
i'll always miss u lots~
i'll always love u lots~

baby~
when r u coming back??
miss ya lots!!

..

2009-05-15T21:46:00.003+08:00

My pictures dont tell u who I am!
They always dont!
I enjoy being myself~
thats who I am!
Dont like it?
then LEAVE!

[ 夢想 · 挑戰 ]
白色幸福!!

Exam~

2009-05-14T22:57:00.003+08:00

EXAM !
EXAM !
EXAM !!

SUCKS!!!
==
what a boring day~
Math n Pjk!!
PJK was easy!
but maths...
NOT!
==

aiks~
><
drawing n writing 2day~
cuz finish the paper d dmn boring...
during the pjk test~
we make noises~
shik yee keep calling me n showing me that hand language==
then maykye hit her hand~
muahahah~
jin yen was laughing cuz of our us~
told them the jokes bout the airplane n the monkey~
not bad la~

cant sleep right now~
juz chatted with him~
telling me jokes~
but too bad~he has to go to bed==
oh well~tired oso d la~
work work work~~

thats about it~
gtg go sleep~
if not daddy's gonna start asking me
'2moro no skul meh?dont nid to sleep ar?'
everytime the same question..haha~XD

擁抱·是我第一首會彈的歌
於是我們擁抱，奔跑
開始信仰音樂
相信·生命有一種絕對...

508~

2009-05-11T17:19:00.005+08:00

和你谈天很自然,
话题也不会少..
知道你在說話时給提示,
但我卻假裝不知道~~
哈哈哈~~

現在才知道，
原來你思想那么成熟..
以前真的不怎么了解你..
現在的我依然還是不怎么..
不過現在我想知道多點..

不過將聊虽然很開心..
但卻要付出..TT~
哎~黑·眼·圈..
最近的我~
又變回熊貓了...><

那天我睡不著..
滿脑都是你的東西~
拜托!!就離開一下嘛~
我要睡覺耶!!
結果,還是不能~
整夜都在翻來翻去..

2點多,
電話响了..
你send sms來..
看完后,更加睡不著...==
另一天早,
我回了你..

結果沒想到你那么快就成功==
但是你应该知道,
為什么那么快吧??

我 "大概",大概而已哦!!大概知道你临关前說什么..
但是有些事...
我還不習慣說..
毕竟是第一次嘛..
這你應該不知道吧?
哪像你经验丰富哦~
哈哈~~

原谅我有些话,
说不出口...
但我会慢慢去习惯的..

508~Its a day that i'll remember~luvs

我沒有去過很多地方玩，但我經過很多地方。(by AShin)

2009-05-09T21:24:00.002+08:00

photo by ashin 2008.

最後一場校園，結束在花蓮。

又坐了一趟長長的夜車，繞過小島的南端，停泊在高雄，而後輾轉回台北。

我很喜歡這種感覺，看著窗外流逝的風景，像是有人精心安排過，很少重複。

大概是組樂團的傢伙，都是天生就期待著不停的旅行吧？

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在加入音樂圈之後，最常被朋友問起的幾個問題：

「你會不會看過很多真的美女？」

相信我，真正的美女都已經在你的身邊了。

「你是不是很喜歡唱歌？」

唱歌只是一部份，絕大部分我喜歡的是「音樂」。

「光禹長什麼樣子？」

我只能說，不會讓喜歡他聲音的人失望。

「你是不是去過很多地方玩？」

我沒有去過很多地方玩，但我經過很多地方。

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「怎麼可能，騙人。」

尤其是最後一題，大部分的人都覺得不可思議。

但你看不見我們的大部分時間裡面，我們都在車上、旅館裡、

或上一個還沒做完與下一個即將來臨的工作裡。

不過，即使如此，

光是「經過」不同的風景，有時候就能叫人期待了。

而且，我要把好玩的留下來，

免得以後老了沒事作，又沒有新的地方可以去玩。

這樣想，應該滿不錯的吧？

the clouds in the sky

2009-05-03T14:43:00.003+08:00

the picture on the top was taken by me,
but the one at the bottom was not!!!
It suddenly came up to me when i was sitting in front of the computer,
thinking what to write.
the clouds in the sky gave me d idea~

Its a beautiful day.

2009-05-03T13:26:00.006+08:00

Its a beautiful day
The sea is blue, and white puffy clouds sailed by.

I can see them creeping slowly in the sky,
like they are heading somewhere
the wind is calling upon them

Birds are flying high up
full of freedom

Its a windy day
The trees n flower are dancing happily
closing my eyes,
I sense the feeling of the wind,
I could hear the sound of the wind.

clouds that look like a cartoon dinosaur
clouds that look like a bear running.

the hill up ahead my house
a lonely tree standing taller than the others
its thin but stronger than them
able to stand alone.

the sky is as blue as the sea
the clouds are puffy like a ball of white cotton

moments later
the sky had clouded over
its raining.

A spot of rain dropping into the earth,
lashed against the windows.
listening to the sound of rain,
dropping onto the ground.

it stop,
as the dark clouds are brightening up.

colours are shining itself up above,
silk brocade of every colours of the rainbow.

Its a beautiful day.

XD

2009-05-01T15:41:00.001+08:00

D.T~

...

2009-05-01T15:16:00.001+08:00

Boring
Boring
Boring!!!

OMG~LeeHom's concert is 2moro!!!
n i cant go!!TT~aiks..

IF

2009-04-23T22:09:00.002+08:00

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream -

and not make dreams your master;
If you can think -

and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
' Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
if neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

PICTURES~~

2009-04-23T21:55:00.010+08:00

got myself "white Chocolate" ice cream~kinda moody that time..

bro crossing the road~~

traffic jam!

crazy baby~

Chocolates!!

trying to get out of the house...xp

clouds~!

homework!!

a kitten that reg caught!!pity it..XD

on the ride..

this week...

2009-04-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

418!went to genting wif peisee n karman~
pictures will be upload soon when im dmn free~~

this week...
hmm...

my stepmom is going to back to china for like 2 months..
its happy that shes goin back..
nobody's gonna tell me to this n that..
n wadever..
worst thing is..
daddy bought a camera for her to take pictures of baby..
nothing bad about that??!
NOT!!
the camera's goin back to china oso..==~so good got vacation..
OMG~
+ planning to buy a video cam too~~to record the baby's action
OMG~~~~
nobody video me when i was a child..TT
kinda sad..TT
hmm...

goin back to china..
izzit a big deal??
looks like it to her..
she bought a lot of dmn things,man~~
M.A.C for like 300 tops..for a few stuffs..
daddy will surely kill me IF i do this..
think of it when u spend $$~
compete 1 nasi lemak for only RM1.
wif a lot of junks worth dmn lot of $$~
hmm....think of it..i wouldnt buy it..
people say im stupiid to use nasi lemak(food) n compete wif other stuff..
but I MYSELF~think its not..
food can make u full~but the junks wouldnt,rite??
so,
this week was not bad...
except for something else..
XD~haha~~~need a haircut d..
saiful caught me during the assembly..TT

UPLOADING The Latest me..

2009-04-23T21:38:00.002+08:00

The Latest me???
hmm...never touch the computer for some time d..
was kinda bz...

so...
Heres the latest me on the post above!!
load pictures,so little words..XDhaha

the post below~~

2009-04-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

the post below~~
its nothing actually..

juz something i thought of when i was lying on bed,
trying to go to sleep..

PUZZLE...

2009-04-23T21:29:00.002+08:00

Years ago,
visions that is still so clear.
A night that i'll never forget.
My heart was broken.

Pieces by pieces,
Day by day,
Puzzling it.

The year after,
it was complete.

But somehow,
it is once broken again.
I no longer have trust and patient,
to puzzle it back like what I did.

Even if I could,
It is no longer prefect as it was.

This is not a poem or anything
or
the voices from my heart.
Its something more than everything.

miss u..

2009-04-12T10:48:00.005+08:00

miss ur fried rice.
miss ur special asam fish.

miss the food that u cook for us during lunch.
miss the way u scold me when i lose my temper

miss it when u keep secrets for us.
miss it when u told aunty to keep quiet when shes dmn noisy

still remembered everyone went for breakfast,
i was still sleeping..i had a nightmare n woke up screaming..
u ran quickly ran up to check whether im ok or not

miss it when u feed me when im sick.
miss everything of u.

its been 9 years,
u were already a part of the family.

u cried and hug us when u left.
we will never forget u.

u left ur on 2007..

its been 2 years,
but i still cant let it go.

people come and go..
but nobody is ever that perfect then u.

ur stitches on my uniform is still ther..
nobody can ever done it better then u

ever time i look at it,
it reminds me of u.

1999 till 2007~it all started when im 6.
ur always welcome to come back.

the best kakak i've ever met in my hold life.
she's Siti Komah.( her short name)

sitting in the car on the way home...
passby our old home~
all me memories were ther..
thinking of u..

Shik Yee's Belated Birthday!!!

2009-04-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

411~~Its our dear de bdae!!
Shik Yee~~~~

best wishes for u~~
1.happy happy everytime but dont be so emo sometimes..
2.getting older d lo~so charm..but 越大越美啦~~xp
3.get a little bit fatter ba..ur too skinny!!><

ps~a last minute special post!!XD

a simple 715...

2009-04-11T23:47:00.002+08:00

Dont remembered how,

Dont remembered why..

Just remembered it happen on a simple 715.

my 411~~

2009-04-11T21:51:00.011+08:00

Sat got skul really charm...but 2day's not same~
we didnt stay at skul to study but instead we went to another skul to help..
not so fun actually....cuz its DMN HOT!!
wanted to go "kap zai"de..but all malays..hw to den?!!
==..dissapointed tat time..+ d hot whether gav me headache!!TT

after skul we went to MCD~
but be4 tat,peisee,karman n me went to buy a cake for shik yee~the 壽星女~
aiks>we wrote happy birthday to老婆ma..then the 師傅tot i less then..
he was lookin a me smiling wif a very'淫'look!!
arghh!!being accuse of less???huh??o.0
after buying the cake..we nid to get taxi!!
but at tat time..really hard to..so we waited for so long..until a old uncle driver stopby..
he talks a lot..n i mean A LOT!!he keeps saying tat karman very funny n all tat..

reach MCD bout 1.30 gua..saw every1 they already..
bought the food n we start chatting n playing..
after the food...we cut the cake n sing songs~but our song was dmn weak neh!!>< but be4 tat..we wanted to take a pic of the cake..but.. we ended up playing..every1 was ‘偷拍`ing" each other.. dmn stupiid..== after the cake...we played" true or dare"~~ i dont think it's count as "true or dare" cuz we threw the “true” after a few person.. den we start doing stupiid things.. the whole MCD was our voices..we were laughing loudly..i mean VERY.. at 1st they didnt get use to it..but after that ok d.. `suting was talking to the "MCD guy" `shik yee trying to get a number from a bunch of guys eating.. she eventually got it..but not sure the number real anot deXD.. `i told the "MCD guy"..i love him dmn much loudly.. `karman singing "Im lovin it"n doin some poses like she very buff.. ETC`ss some videos during the dare tat we promise not to pose it out..

Here's some pic,we/I took 2day~~ ps~scroll from bottom to top for the pic`s..

Ignore the ppls behind!!XD

stupiid peisee...偷拍我!!><

自戀!!

D.N.A 五月天創造演唱會

2009-04-01T17:11:00.007+08:00

phot by 黃中平 design by 方序中

what is your D.N.A ? Devil N’Angel? Death N’Alive? Dreaming N’ Awakening?

沒有神可以決定我的染色體! 沒有人可以偽裝不在場證明!

Final Home > JUMP > mayday tour 2009

D.N.A 五月天創造演唱會

就要開始...

http://www.imayday.com/index.htm

獨愛『五。月。天』藍色奇跡

` 點燃藍色螢光海送上最初的感動一起創造新一頁的絢爛回憶

SellinG colour lens with power~~

2009-03-31T16:54:00.002+08:00

Selling Colour Contact Lens with power!!!

2 tone!!brown de!!

Left:275 Right:300

RM70!!!

3 months de!!

will upload pictures of it later!!

ONE ＷＥＥＫ OF ＨＯＬＩＤＡＹ!!!hooray~~

2009-03-21T14:35:00.038+08:00

PS`scroll from bottom to top~~

this week was not bad~~kinda boring when it just started...but goin to kuantan wif 婆婆，公公n also小舅父 was fun~~cuz kao fu very funny..so it wasnt boring...but 10 hours(KL>Kuantan,Kuantan>KL) in the car..thats extreamly boring!!!luckily still got music accompany me><...so!thats it..my holiday~~kinda relaxing also..haha
reached kl at 5 something,but traffic jam~~~so...mummy join us for dinner at
somewhere~Kajang Satay!!weeeee

slept during the way back to kl on friday~~

went to the beach~~~

M.S Garden~~the hotel we're staying in~

went shopping at 7-11~haha..

his really active~i mean REALLY!!!

after dinner~visit relatives...tats my小小舅父~~

in the hotel~~waiting to go out for dinner~

lyk in the movies or drama~haha

graveyard~a lot of cows there...

burning stuff's for 太公n太婆~~~didnt went to see 太婆,cuz hers is up the hill~n its getting dark..so...

on the way to 太公's 墳墓...in peka or something lyk tat...near kuantan~

nice weather 2day~

153km more~OMG...5 hours in the car==

the chocolate melted~~==

on the way to Kuantan on thursday~wif 婆婆n公公,reg,kor,me + 舅父from sg...公公's driving~

didnt take a lot of time to finish this~XD

went to Gelateria again!!kor came too this time~Vanilla fav..

made salad d other day~

goin to ts~~

raining heavily when we were goin home~~

he's still hiding~==

playing hide n seek in d mall~

he'll do this,when u tell him the weather is hot~

taking photos of rayne~`Oh man~~`

clouds~goin to subang~~

my baby brother~getting ready to take his bath~

Twins!!

My cute little neighbor~~

My neighbors gigantic dog~~

cooked Spaghetti~~

daddy bought this for Rayne~

No more will

2009-03-13T23:01:00.006+08:00

The clock stroke midnight yesterday

I've said

But I dont care anymore.

Just wanna put down everything and go

But it takes time.

Just let time heal everything.

Never thought that this someday would come so fast

The stars are shining bright tonight?

But I can't see the moon?

The stars are not smiling tonight

My heart is not too

How could it smile right now?

When it's raining inside

Till now,

My last drop of tears are dropping just for tonight.

No more will.

my 1OO questions~~

2009-03-13T21:52:00.006+08:00

001. 介紹自己時會叫自己：当然是我滴名啦!!
002. 講出自己全名會否唔自在：不會!!
003. 鐘意男/女朋友叫你咩：好多。
004. 鐘意叫自己男/女朋友做咩：没啵~
005. 而家呢個歲數．覺唔覺好老：16歲，不会老!!
006. 鐘意自己係整齊既靚牙定係可愛既爆牙：gam係整齊既靚牙啦!!
007. 鐘意阿爸定阿媽：妈咪比较了解我地!!
008. 對上一次玩既動物：狗??
009. 寧願做狗定人：做人好过做动物吧~~狗又唔可以讲话!!
010. 今日既天氣如何：陰陰geh~
011. 鐘唔鐘意落雨懶型唔帶遮：唔鐘意带遮,好麻烦!!
012. 如果落雨無遮而隔離有個靚仔/女話遮埋你會：好!!不过要看係麽年纪!!
013. 如果自己同性戀，會選擇戀人是：我鐘意男仔咖~~!!
014. 如果玩３play(或更多)：辖米???
015. 食腸粉鐘意甜醬定麻醬：甜醬~
016. 如果女人．鐘意可愛男還是男人味男：可愛男+男人味男。可以某??
017. 如果男人．鐘意可愛女還是女人味女：可愛女+女人味女~~
018. 如果自己個BB係隻怪獸．會否沖落廁所：哇~~~好难答喔~~
019. 鐘意攬定係鐘意錫：攬~呱
020. Condom會鐘意strawberry定chocolate味：我geh年纪仲太塞啦~~
022. MSN Online Status既人多數是：朋友同埋一班不知名geh~
023. MSN最常談的人：麻吉麻吉~~
024. 上得最多的網：facebook同埋blog~
025. 現在最想殺的人：“老鼠”!!!(学校的）
026. 現在最愛的人：自己!!（自恋==）
027. 現在最掛念的人：Danson~~哈哈
028. 現在想做的事：減肥，突破自我。（同感同感!!）
029. 可以時光倒流：少吃!!同埋希望做返一点以前后悔jor geh事~
030. 左手寫字還是右手：左手!!我够特别叻~~haha
031. 會否用腳趾夾人： dim夾??
032. 坐車隔離條友訓落你度：呔他dim讲我咯~~
033. 會否睇戲睇到喊：好好看才会~~
034. 承上題．咩戲：浪漫片同埋感動嘅戏~~
035. 暫時來說．一生裡最愛的人：麻吉同埋家人~~
036. 暫時來說．一生裡最憎的人：秘密~哈哈
037. 身上有重要的東西嗎：有啦！！
038. 剛才食左：家里煮geh饭咯~~
039. 剛才飲左：白开水~~
040. 剛才聽既歌：唐禹哲~不能不想他~
041. 剛才睇既電視：娱乐百分百~
042. 每日返工/學．幾耐可出門口：半粒鐘~
043. 會常遲到嗎：又时有...
044. 會常逃學/工嗎：有~哈哈~tam玩...
045. 對上一次逃係幾時：上上年~~太年轻冇食lam~
046. 砌過最多既砌圖是幾多塊：瞎米？？？？？
047. 那是什麼圖案：什麼圖案啊？？？
048. 電話繩是什麼：冇成坡樹咁呱~haha
049. 電話桌面是：我geh自恋照片!!
050. 電腦桌面呢：errr....pirate microsoft~所以..黑色的,没桌面~
051. 鐘意沙灘還是山頂：沙灘咯gam係!!
052. 有看過流星嗎：冇啵~
053. 分手前最後的說話．希望是：冇啵~
054. 分手前最後做的事．希望是：冇啵~
055. 現在最想擁有：人可以某??同埋notebook,相机~~
056. 可以不停聽都唔悶既歌：禹哲~新歌,khalil为你写的歌~同埋MayDay天使~~
057. 唱K喜歡做的事：好少去窝~~
058. 享受唔開心嗎：huh?!?
059. 唔開心時最中意做：听歌~~~有帮左~~
060. 有寫日記的習慣嗎：冇~~
061. 若比人偷睇左會點：抽佢眼~之后喊非礼..再唱衰他!!!
062. 最痛的是：心碎同埋讲不出geh心痛!!没希望的时候~~
063. 若個阿叔係升降機內放屁你會：扮冇嘢咯~~
064. 若有阿叔自認放屁你會：==gam蠢？？自认??
065. 若有阿叔谷個屁出黎放．聽到ｄ聲你會：哇~~臭~~
066. 上一次內疚係幾時：刚过没久皆~
067. 上一次講大話：善良的大話!!
068. 家裡有多少人：10 (+埋工人同埋包括我)
069. 鐘唔鐘意新特首：huhhuh????
070. 你對人生的看法：人生有喜·怒·哀·乐,才是人生~一定要过得很精彩!!
071. 你還想做人嗎：嗯!!
072. 死之前要做既事：做完我夢想D嘢，唔想帶住遺憾走。(同感同感！！！）
073. 最得人驚的死去方法：我觉得系冤死或被人杀~~
074. 希望自己點死：浪漫嘅死發同埋睡觉，睡死的~
075. 現在最令你擔心的事：我的未来~前途~
076. 短期目標：买野~
077. 長期目標：开心!!!
078. 會否結婚：梗係啦~
079. 會否生仔：会呱~
080. 影相最鐘意：有藝術感。(同感~）同埋美的东西!!
081. 鐘唔鐘意豹紋：ok咯~
082. 鐘意粉紅色嗎：鐘意！
084. M記鐘意食咩：nugget~n 雪糕~
085. 會買車嗎將來：有钱没买咯~
086. 可以即時"必"到眼淚嗎：得~~~哈哈
087. 可以忍笑嗎：唔得哦~
088. 一天最多可沖涼多少次：两三次~呔心情~
089. 腸胃炎的話．你寧願狂屙定狂嘔：睇醫生啦,痴线吖?!!
090. 望一望你的底褲是什麼色：==~私人问题,等我侓师来先啦~~
091. 有否梯毛呀今日：邊度先??
092. 有冇用止汗濟or香水：香水,有时咯~呔心情~
093. 你相信自己可以打死一個人嗎：唔信！！
094. 如果你可以問一條問題．你会问咩：那天你有shock到吗？？
095. 怕什麼生物：秘密~~我geh侓师仲没来叻~~
096. 機舖打波波．最高紀錄幾大力：huh??
097. 而家聽緊既歌．唱緊果句歌詞：還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到
你好不好
098. 知唔知諗100條問題有幾辛苦：係呀~~
099. 這100題來自：PeiSee~~猪小姐~
100. 對這100問題的感想：满意我geh答案~哈哈

月熊，你听过吗？

2009-03-10T20:37:00.001+08:00

上个星期参加了一个佛学营，在里面与一个小学妹重遇，六天的营她就坐在我前座。有一天忽然看见她穿了一件印有“月熊”字眼的T恤，上面还有一行Rescue The China Bear。我好奇地问她china bear是不是熊猫？（虽然袖子上有一个logo画着一个完全不像熊猫的熊，可是中国面临绝种的熊类，我真的只认识熊猫嘛）她说不是，月熊是中国一种黑熊，在胸间有一块v型，白色的毛，因此得名。虽然两种都是快绝种的熊，可是从她的讲解中，可以知道月熊的命运比熊猫坎坷许多，全因它们能够提供中国人认为是非常滋补的中药--熊胆汁。中国四川有许多大大小小的月熊农场。被捕到的月熊都被关在一个只有它们体型般大小的铁笼里。在关进笼之前，它们都会进行一个手术，主要是在月熊胸膛开一个洞，再把胆囊拉出来，然后把一枝比铅笔还要粗的铁管插进胆囊里，方便他们定时抽取胆汁。

从此，月熊就会在这笼子里度过它的一生。一般上它们的生命最多只能有二十年。能想象吗？一只在野生无拘无束生活着的动物被人关进一个转身也不能的笼子里，过不久就被人用针筒刺进胆囊，抽取胆汁……

Animals Asia Foundation是一个以救出月熊，还它们自由身心的NGO。据他们的义工说，那些被救出的月熊，有很多已经是遍体鳞伤，因为抽胆汁的痛，它们会用身体、头撞铁笼，用爪子乱抓，乱刮。有一些更是被农场的工人鞭打，主要是使它们被驯服，方便取胆汁。不过最让Animals Asia Foundation义工最心痛的

是，月熊在年年月月的折磨中，会和人类一样受到心灵上无比的创伤！从此，月熊就会在这笼子里度过它的一生。一般上它们的生命最多只能有二十年。能想象吗？一只在野生无拘无束生活着的动物被人关进一个转身也不能的笼子里，过不久就被人用针筒刺进胆囊，抽取胆汁……

月熊需要我们的帮忙。

有能力的就出点钱，没能力的也能身体力行，坚决不再盲目的迷信胆汁的效用，不买熊胆汁，也劝阻身边其他人不要再买，让他们知道他们为了一己的利益而伤害了不少的月熊。也希望看过这个部落格的朋友能把文字剪贴在电邮，转发出去给所有朋友。

有兴趣的朋友也可以上Animals Asia Foundation的网站看看： www.animalsasia.org

someone wrote this...i somehow have the same feeling...

2009-03-10T16:57:00.003+08:00

it is not a POEM~

I stop my footstep again

I didn’t even run but I felt so tired

Accept with joyfully…

Wait for u to a person’s love

Wait for u to a person’s habit

There is no love written in imagination

In fact in the world that rotates every day

Go so far as be with sadness

Very humorous jokes are actually brought by the tears

In fact water and ice still have the difference

Just like you love I or not I can’t use the petal to decide

The petal with a pair of numbers should be counted since you do not love me…

``http://www.wretch.cc/blog/Blinky/

It should be sweet...

2009-03-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

that day still hasnt come...

till now..

hoping for it..

but when will it come??

its pain..

why??

it should be sweet...

maybe i've got it the wrong way....

Khalil Singalong

2009-03-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

I wrote this song it's not too long
cos' I've been thinking 'bout you
I wrote this song maybe I'm wrong
To be caught up about you

Well I dont know what you think 'bout me
Maybe you think nothing at all
But maybe you could just lie to me
And we could be in love you see

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

I wrote this song it's not too long
Cos' I'm the one who loves you
I wrote this song this can't be wrong
I don't wanna smile without you

Well I just want to make you happy
but maybe you want nothing at all
and how I wish that you're meant to be
forever and a day with me

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

In everyway you mean more to me
than you'll ever know
girl I'll do my best to show these words are true
and if you'd like to make a song
and be a perfect harmony with me
I'd find the greatest words sing
so we could write our own romance

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Oh it's a singalong song that's not too long
It's when I think about you that I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Cos' baby I wrote this I wrote this for you

Khalil 为你写的歌

2009-03-09T20:41:00.000+08:00

曲：方大同
詞：馬嵩惟
曲：方大同
監：Edward Chan．Charles Lee ．方大同

耳朵借我　這幾分鐘　這首歌會替我說
妳在心中　怎麼形容　像荒漠開出花朵
原諒我的指頭在顫抖　是我把黑鍵當妳的手
如果妳心裡也能協奏　請妳對我輕輕點頭

＊這是爲妳寫的歌　充滿忐忑
像生命所有轉折　要妳認可
只等妳來唱和　我會在妳左右
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

每次斟酌　每個段落　是妳應得的溫柔
每小節的　心跳觸動　想傳到妳的胸口
也沒有一時澎湃悸動　卻能在深秋細水長流
這世界什麼都會陳舊　除了妳回頭的微笑

REPEAT＊

每一天我願像銀河　陪伴著夜空
是否妳也願身邊永遠　有我
失去記憶一樣哼著　讓和絃在我們心口流動
直到兩雙手都彈皺了　我還依舊爲妳寫歌

REPEAT＊

Oh its a singalong song, thats not too long
Its when I think about you then I hear songs
And you can singalong maybe if you want to
Cause baby I wrote this, I wrote this for you

❤ Galateria~

2009-03-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

celebrate 公公's birthdae ytd~~

went to 'mamak'this year..

kinda special~cuz nvr celebrate ther be4~

uncle came bak from sg oso~but he went back 2day d.. ==

umm...woke up at 10.30~cuz ytd very late oni sleep==~

after that went to galateria juz now for brunch~~

wiv 公公,婆婆,aunt,cousins n oso mami~

suppose to go wiv uncle de,

but they cant make it~sooo...we went ther without them..

``uncle~the food ther dmn nice~hahaXD``

it was d 1st time 4 me n reg~

its kinda lyk an Italian restaurant~

but its way more casual~very comfortable~

in bukit kemuning~near uncle de restaurant `makan makan`...

umm....let d pics do d talking now ba~

appetizer~

Omelet wiv sausage for d kids~(isabelle n anabelle)..we ate oso~haha..

Potato wiv lamb

Pasta wiv chicken~they cant wait so it ended up lyk this==...

Chicken~

"Galatin"d spaghetti ice-cream~Chocolate favour~the main thing we went ther for..XD

ICE-CREAM`s~~~>

Chocolate~ dmn smooth!!

Tiramisu <3
yellow de is mango~but d peach colour de dunno wad fav..><

Walnut fav~Ice cream's~~

Reg de Coffee fav~
"Gelato"My Tiramisu~taste lyk d milk de wain..
the boys who came be4 us~but ended up waiting longer den us...hahaXD~mami called n order d..
公公~my modal~haha..the food ther was delicious!!!especially d ice-creams!!!

i think better den Hagen Daz n Baskin Robbin~cheaper oso~haha..

photo`s~

2009-03-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

Danson xp``

these r d photo`s i took ytd~~

still got a lot but too paiseh to po~hahaXD

takin photo`s n my so call art~

2009-03-07T14:17:00.000+08:00

OMG~3 hours tuition afterwards!!!this sux==!!

d sky juz rained juz now~~

nth to do~sooo....

i decided to take a bath~

but before that,i did something else 1st!!xp

guess wads tat??

opening my sisters wardrobe,see whether she got anythin i can try on anot~

hahaxx~~XD..i love doin tat~

so..i ended up using 30min+ for tat~

taking pic~lookin here n there~

if she noes this.. she'll sure kill me~hahax..

XD incase ur reading this `b`~

this is ferr u..~>

``haha..sry ar "b"~juz tat i lik trying it!!xp``

after tat i took my bath luu~

aiks~2.23 d!!shit~

3 hours of tuition is torturing me!!

kor juz came bak~n said tat d tuition center not gud..==

we've paid d register fee n the book fee~==

now u say its not gud,cuz tat math teac dunno"kong mat"..

listening to ~> ``

``SHE*s 保持微笑..

like d lyrics toooo much...its kind of meaningful to me..

well..某某said danson de song not nice...he doesnt sing well..

that of course i noe but...to me nice~

i feel sumthin special thing bout d way he sings...

dunno y..juz like it...

but of course,cant compete wiv MayDay lo~

they r both different wad..

``MayDay's 倔强..

yiks~mummy is very not satisfied bout my result...

TT~dont no y get those result oso..

wasnt paying full attention during tat time..

bz thinking about another things..

aiks~sry..mummy..

will do my best next time~

``Genie 冬天的桔子

after tuition got dinner wiv 舅父~~

yeah~~gathering~ they finally came bak d==..

nvr saw them since~umm...umm...i also duno when..that long~

things chng when ur married...MAYBE u got boring,if u dont hav a baby to ply wiv..

yap..mummy told us tat.. will upload sum pic`s ltr~~

``The Sweet Escape~

will upload sum photo`s ltr~~

feelings that r unspeakable,but its in this song..

2009-03-04T20:54:00.000+08:00

David Archuleta~

``Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

DONT ＦＥＥＬ LYK SMILING~

2009-03-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do at home these 2 days...but I still dun wanna go to skul..aiks~no mood..going out to dinner wif they all 2nite..mami say shes bringing n dadi says his bringing oso..dunno go which wan..but dont feel lyk it..seriously no mood..watched movie at home..

Argh~eager to buy shoes right nw!!!wanna go shopping!!!really wan a note book right nw!!VAIO!!!OMG~pink colour dmn nice larh!!haizz..2moro skul edi..luckily dont nid to do 周記n剪報 if nt....btw fone spoil d..at 1st auto on-off fix d de..den now auto off+hang...nid fix or chng a new 1 d!!!waste my angpao$$!!!stupiid...haizz..regret d..dont buy fone take those $$ go shopping more gud..OMG!!tat pink colour de shoes!!i wan it!!

sitting in front of d computer,wondering wad to do..brains completely empty right now..

Dont feel lyk smiling..

Danson``新歌MV

2009-02-27T11:22:00.000+08:00

詞/林怡鳳

曲/陳炯順/洪俊揚

最近我學會唱一首歌
一首我心裡的歌
低音是無奈的喃喃著
也聽不到淚掉著

最近我最愛唱一首歌
一首可能你也愛的歌
副歌的情緒在高高的懸崖等
等著大雨瘋狂了

我們都容易對號入座一首歌
反覆讓歌詞深深呼應著
可能不同看不看開的執著
可能太痛有些畫面謀合

我們也容易忘記舊歌學新歌
受過傷還是有愛的資格
在每段難得的起承
醞釀我們的轉合
唱一首歌
我最懂的心歌

唐禹哲情報MV

2009-02-27T11:20:00.000+08:00

香槟喚醒費洛蒙的細胞
我渾身感覺連上信號
順從直覺逼近的感召
理智 SHUT DOWN 在你的輕笑

只要你知道
把野獸關好
透露要剛好
讓暧昧肆虐
不滅火也不願逃跑

我願出賣自己把情報給你
無情熱情報備你決定
傳遞無私去你的國境
讓愛狂燒到證據一幹二淨

you are mine you are mine
you are mine you are mine baby

you are mine you are mine
you are mine you are mine baby

you are mine you are mine
you are mine you are mine baby

you are mine you are mine
you are mine you are mine baby

RAP：one step two step chase da beat
one step two step chase da beat
one step two step chase da beat
不進不退喜歡你
one step two step chase da beat
one step two step chase da beat
one step two step chase da beat
one step one step one step
（one step two step chase）

拿捏這個輕吻什麽心態
你的姿態藏什麽打算
情報不是白吃的午餐
也許我們有人不簡單

只要你知道
把野獸關好
透露要剛好
讓暧昧肆虐
不滅火也不願逃跑

我願出賣自己把情報給你
無情熱情報備你決定
傳遞無私去你的國境
讓愛狂燒到證據一幹二淨

我願出賣良心身份都抛棄
成爲沈迷愛的竊聽器
理性想起警報前抱緊
要愛豁盡後悔前一幹二淨

出賣自己把情報給你
無情熱情都被你決定
傳遞無私去你的國境
讓愛狂燒到證據一幹二淨

juz someday...

2009-02-26T18:13:00.000+08:00

I` made my 1st step,

I` fell down,

but I didnt gave up that time...

I` was hoping to say it again..

wanted to try again...

but d look on ur face 2day made me changed all my mind..

u made all my hopes gone..

I`ll stand up,

but not now...

I` can't not cry this time...

not becoz u hurted me..

juz wanna cry right now

maybe I was meant to have that little hope..

to be braver..

but since 2day onwards,

I`no longer have than hope in me.

I` cant say its all gone but,

I`ll not stop having that kind of feeling to u,

cuz that feeling,

makes me feel more happier everyday...

believe me,

someday I'll stand up

and somehow that kind of feeling to u,

maybe it'll disappear too..

but I know its not now or 2moro..

jux someday.

my Feb 20~

2009-02-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

School's havin merentas desa 2day~i lazy didnt go..regret d..aiks~shik yee said very fun 2day~haiz..nvm lo den at least i get to go see Danson~XD..weeeee~dmn lengzai n cute nehXD~will upload some pic`s of him ltr~
aiks..tat jiejie aka my step mum siao jor when we reach sungai wang,nid get down from d car ma,den i ask daddy for 50$$ ma~she said NO oh!!!wt...la~suddenly gone nuts~keep saying y nid so much~dmn her la..buy face products didnt saw her saying `aiya~very expensive dun wan buy lar` lyk tat!!!shyt la!!everytime use face products,old d still nid meh?!!super angry tat time..><~ den daddy say cin cai oso nid 40+ la~she say y nid buy?y so exp?buy 4 wad??buy of course to sign de la~at least disc can listen 4 lyk a century IF didnt spoil la...=="
we reached sw~walked to d center..saw a lot of peoples ther d...aiks~luckily still near to da stage..waited 4 like 30 mins+ den he came d~XD dmn lengzai neh!!he didnt dance 2day coz gto some probs..so he juz sang a song den chit chat den only sign autog~aiks...but..but..my sis was so eager to buy `something` that time..she said aiya didnt sing d liao de la~so..sign finish den leave d..we rush to ts den walk here n ther...up n down~blahblahblah...finaly bought something but she ended up regret d when we came home...
after tat～we call daddy to pick us up from ts..they went to klcc~bring da baby go play at d park...den jiejie wanted to eat dinner nearby so we went to a chinese restaurant ~after tat we went home~finaly...tot my 220 would ended up better than this but nvm la~hahax..

Never Ending Story. ™

Hey.

xoxo

finaly!! hooray~

×那就这样吧×

I'll always remember it..!

boring boring~

me`lately..!

WTF?!!

梦·幻

Happi Happi! =)

Crap talk !

heart...

when can I really laugh??

Workshop~UPDATED~

lately~i've been doing....

...?

watch~

heart..

I stopped counting..

从 等待 到 想念 到后来的 无言 ..

dont piss me off !

BBQ last night~

If only...

my day...

craps~

....

edited pictures~!

...

FCUK OFF!!!

无言~

Hello Kitty ♥

Sweet Sixteen??

forget it...

ohh~memories...^^

baby Rayne!♥

Stay Real~Hello Kitty!!

♥ Ċøffєе

Doraemon ♥

62Days~

hehex~^^

ts~

^^

let me learn to fall on my own...

When we walk against the past ,ever realize time is fading away??

放肆

The King Of Pop,Michael Jackson

♥ Desires!!!

(Casio EX-Z9PK Exilim Digital Camera)

Dreamer: Inspired by a True Story (2005)

i believe u..

HELP!!

Tagged by Joana = )

小熊high了~玩Bungee Jump哦??

things bout what we've talked...

but no matter what..

i dont think im gonna change my mind for now...

Daddy's Poem

i dont.....

任性??

Honey~

i really,

Where the f**k is my oven??

517...

they came along in my life.

baby~ when r u coming back??miss ya lots!!

..

Exam~

508~

我沒有去過很多地方玩，但我經過很多地方。(by AShin)

the clouds in the sky

Its a beautiful day.

XD

...

IF

PICTURES~~

this week...

UPLOADING The Latest me..

the post below~~

PUZZLE...

从等待到想念到后来的无言 ..

D.N.A 五月天創造演唱會

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